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bleh. my journal hasnt been working latley, but not much has happened. I hung out with a friend i hadnt seen in a while<3, and umm i saw stacia, we hung out at justins. That's mainly what ive been doing; hanging out at justins. Tonite ALex is gonna hang out with meh. But as of now of im just sitting hanging out wiht my kitty. hehe shes sleeping next to my keyboard...
heheh to0dles.
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[06 Jul 2004|12:39am] |
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4th of july kicked ass. Went tubbing watched everyone around me get drunk.. i dunno why i didnt, i drank... it just didnt effect me. >.< I jumped off a cliff..yada yada yada. and yeah. today i hung out with mike and justin..went to kristins...back to justins... and i got homez like an hour ago. so yeah. two dayz ive kinda ditched my kitty so im making it up to her by staying home tommorrow during the day and then taking her to the movies and then sleeping at homes with her. shes using my foot as a pillow right now ^_^ adorable!! hahah and....CUT.
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[03 Jul 2004|06:23pm] |
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| damn.. i didnt know one entry could cause drama. |
[03 Jul 2004|10:00am] |
i just wanted to inform those who've made assumtions my previous entry wasnt about one person. No one should think their the main focuse of my entry. There wasnt one. It just some people are changing for worse and its sad to see. Im not saying im better, nor am I saying im perfect. the entry was about alot of people..and alot of my friends in general. i mean if you think its about you obviously you do some of the things i was talking about. like i said i dont mean to offend, nor am i mad. I needed to voice what i was feeling...isnt that what journals are for? People shouldnt get upset and people shouldnt feel targeted. Im not about to pick individuals apart. *sigh* I didnt know late night thoughts could do damage. I was gonna make it private, but I would still be keeping it to myself.
hmph. obviously i touched on a sensitive subject.
unless u have a reason- dont think its about u
dont get pissed off- theres no reason for it
this is not about drama|dont make it
got a problem, ur not the only one..talk to me
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[03 Jul 2004|03:13am] |
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i cant sleep.
therefore im thinking. thinking is no good.
i guess i just been realizing a bunch a shit i always knew bothered me, but always ignored it.
The main thing that has been bothering me is: Friends
i mean.. friends shouldn’t try to make you jealous, boast about things just to seem better than you, look down on you, they should see you equally..not lower or under them, Lying to make themselves or their lives seem like something its not is just pathetic. especially when your trying to make your life seem worse than it is to fit into a "depressed teen" mold. Molds should be broken. Trying to fit in a certain mold is absurd, particularly when to fit into that mold you must contradict yourself and actually hate the product you’ve become, friends shouldn’t be the same, I mean same interests are good that’s what makes friends, but you don’t all want to be the same "type" or whatever, diversity is more interesting. also, you shouldn’t be fake around your friends, you shouldn’t have to try and make yourself look better. If we're true friends we'll like each other just as we are and know it, unacceptable to say false things about each other or to talk about your friends behind their back (I know everyone has gossiped behind one another’s back. but for me it made me feel like I was untrustworthy and bitchy..so I stopped) if it needs to be said then it should, but not to everyone who will listen. because if its affecting you, you shouldn’t keep it in. but if u cant resist you should at least always be 100% true. being vein, self absorbed, and egotistical should be avoided. Arrogant, smug, stuck up snobs are no fun to be around. i mean i don’t want to sit with u and listen to u talk about yourself, how great you are, and how everyone says ur pretty and how u agree. Lastly, i know being a hypocrite cant always being avoided. everyone contradicts themselves every now and then, but then when ur constantly doing it. saying you hate it when people say or do such and such, and then ur the one constantly doing it or saying yeah u hate this and this to a certain group of people but when around another group of people u rave about how u love it, just to fit it... and it goes on.
i don’t know. im bitching and rambling. But im sure a lot of people know what im talking about or will realize they have friends like this. i mean i was thinking about it.. and i only have a handful of friends that i can say honestly dont use me for anything but friendship/company. which sucks. and i have plenty of people everyday saying "we should hang out. we need to hang out" yet never make an effort. Obviously u don’t wanna hang out. you just think by saying that i will still think u like me when really u just want to have as many friends as possible to be popular. I know people are going to change.. but why must they change for the worst. They take their personalities that i became friends with and butcher ’em into a conceited piece of rotten meat. It not cute..or sexy or w/e they think it is to be cocky. Its dumb, gets on my nerves, and just makes u look as if u need to tell everyone how beautiful are to reassure yourself. I mean by trying to brag about ur social plans and ideas to pierce, dye, cut, buy, or whatever just makes me think your desperate to be #1, trying to convince yourself your worthwhile, well really it just pisses me and others off. but that’s my opinion.
I’ve spoken my mind, gotten all this off my chest… if I offended you im sorry… and if you think my thoughts are completely ridiculous that’s your opinion just like as this is mind.
sorry for this boring and long entry.
=D have a nice day.
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| i need a new LJ |
[02 Jul 2004|03:47pm] |
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Geuistystka: come overs
Geuistystka: and bring legos
haha aww. so silly =D
hmm last night was fun fun fun/
"dont look at me_i dunno a thing \psh/ sprite_yo"
hmmm. yeah walked around, slept at aerins, same 'ol same 'ol. but it was super fun.
well... today has been boring, and yeah i dunno what im doing tonite. who knows.
who ever knows.
pick my nose BYE
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| as the world turns... |
[30 Jun 2004|03:02pm] |
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Well. Last night i saw The Notebook it was good.
Alex cryed. Aerin predicted.
all in all it was a good time.
we went to Wendys, there was a guy talking to his seat..and some chick earin knew without a bra.
umm then we went back to Aerins.
Watched Spirderman, Alex cryed.
ME and Aerin baked a green cake!!! it was awesome.
we hoped a fence to see the wave, bannana, and carrot.
umm got chased by some man..EEK!
went back to aerins yeah. hung out.
Tonite hopefully we be partying it up with Morgan!? hmmm...
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| getting away from me you FUCKING COOKIE! |
[27 Jun 2004|03:09pm] |
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wo000000t. haha im kinda sick of others and myself saying that so often. haha I just thought bout that as i wrote it. >.< im a feel. WEll. last night actually went as planned. I went to earin, where me nad her shared a bottle of champane. then alex arrived and we hung out drank some vodka.. and stay up to the early hours of the AM. heheh. im mouth hurts... like the string that connects my lip to gums. it hurts . =( i dont like it. hmmm..
"its for pre-teens, who are into pre-bondage"
who knows what im doing today... =/ hopefully im hanging out with justin and marek. BUT my parents are coming home.. so hopefully theyll let me go out.
<3
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[26 Jun 2004|02:31pm] |
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Last night me and prisitne spen the night at Alex's.. it was fun fun fun! earlier that night round 10, me lisa dan and alex and PRISTINE hehe went to the movies. We saw Ferenheight 9/11. it was awesome! it was funny.. but really eye opening. I alwyas knew bush administration was corrupt, but this movie backed up their opinoin a lil more then i could. hehe, obviously. but yeah tonite i think im hanging out with aerin and alex. i may sleep home or i may sleep out. =/ dont know...i think im gonna make some earrings.
im tired. im bored. im gonna go. <3
( what historical lunitic are you? )
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[24 Jun 2004|04:45pm] |
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la de da... well im getting outa the house
im going to justins.
should be fun... sitting watch tv.. same shit ill do here.
but atleast ill have someone to talk to that what meow or
tell me to clean my room.
hahah soo yeah. wo0t wo0t.
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| IM LISA'S BIGGEST FAN! |
[23 Jun 2004|06:45pm] |
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gutter glamm: *gasp*
gutter glamm: hii.
gutter glamm: omg im your biggest fan. like omg, ive seen all your work and pictures and i just wanna say i love you! your amazing. and... i would reaally like to meet you sometime.
w4ter nymph: only if you know how to 69
gutter glamm: hahaha
w4ter nymph: and your cat has to help out
gutter glamm: omg! of coarse!
gutter glamm: that would be great. it has always been my dream
w4ter nymph: my dream has to been to poop on your chest
gutter glamm: hahahaha
w4ter nymph: how about it game dawg?
gutter glamm: oh yea!
w4ter nymph: nice slow responce
gutter glamm: hahah sorry.
w4ter nymph: look i know your not into new things
w4ter nymph: but shit you have to change
w4ter nymph: or you'll never get any cock
gutter glamm: please.please. forgive ill change!!
w4ter nymph: yes you will
w4ter nymph: and your forgiven
gutter glamm: =D thanks you *kisses feeet*
w4ter nymph: yeah thats right....because you know those asians...and there torture....and vibrating dildos and singing condoms
gutter glamm: yes, yes. i know.
w4ter nymph: you know whos hot ?
w4ter nymph: asians
w4ter nymph: we should talk about asians more
haha oh lisa. what an interesting conversation we had. sorry i had to share it with everyone.
^_-
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[23 Jun 2004|01:16am] |
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Well. i woke up 'round 12 to our neighboor banging on the front door screaming her sons name. i left her there. haha i didnt feel like answering. yes, her son was at my house, no i didnt wanna wake him up, nor was i about to get out of bed just so physco ladie could talk to her son. haha. but the day got better. Alex came over. we played. i dyed her hair purple, well the tips. =D and then we made din din and her parentals came about 10:30-ish. im glad she got to stay late -_^ i wasnt lonely. now i am. =( ehhee i took another pic. its neato. (below) hm. this weekend im on my own!!! haha my parents are going to chicago and its just me and my brother at my house. haha. hmph. i should be off to bed. my kittys tired as well, and she doesnt like to "go to bed" without me. hehe but shes always happy to ditch me for a nap. lol.
night night
( OH NO! not another picture )
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[21 Jun 2004|01:11am] |
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i cant sleep.
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[19 Jun 2004|03:22pm] |
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I GOT A KITTY
AWW.. my kittys so pretty. <3 i love her so. hehe. bear slobbers her, but does her no harm. hehe.
Stetson on the other hand doesnt understand what she is. At the moment shes nibbling my toes. hahaha.
shes all white with grey little ears and tail. she fits in the palm of my hand shes so small. I havent yet decided a name for her. hahah.
Mareks coming over. wo0t wo0t and later tonite im heading over to DMHS [blech] but im seeing Alex and Tara dance, then alex and her parents are coming back to meh
house. hahahah joy!
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I'm sickened, I'm twisted
I'm broke and you can't fix it
Don't make me, cause I'll do it
Red blood and then we'll all go
Into the river below
I'm running from the inferno
They'll think I'm insane
But you'll all know my name
Into the river below
I'm running from the inferno
I'll take all the blame
The frontpage and the fame
Contraption
Made of bones
Nuts and bolts
Creates them
New monster
Brought your family tree down
Tick tocking
Times up now
Split second
Though it fell
Lonley hearts
Never had nobody
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